you .
do you remember me ?
like i remember you ?
do you spend your nights going back in your mind to the time
cos i, i walk the streets alone
i hate being on my own
&everyone can see that i refel
&i'm going through hell
thinking about you with somebody else

somebody wants you
somebody needs you
somebody dreams about you every single night
somebody cant breathe; without you it's lonely
somebody hopes that one day you will see
somebody's me
somebody's me .

how, how could we go wrong
it was so good
&now it's gone
&i pray at night
that our paths will soon cross
&what we had isn't lost
cause you're always right here in my thoughts

somebody wants you
somebody needs you
somebody dreams about you every single night
somebody cant breathe; without you it's lonely
somebody hopes that one day you will see
somebody's me
somebody's me .

you'll always be in my life
even if i'm not in your life
cos you're in my memory
you .
will you remember me
and before you set me free
oh listen please

somebody wants you
somebody needs you
somebody dreams about you every single night
somebody cant breathe; without you it's lonely
somebody hopes that one day you will see
somebody's me
somebody's me .

THE GREATEST SONG EVER .

ENRIQUE IGLESIAS - SOMEBODY'S ME

time to mug for geog ! (: take care everyone !
i love you;
if that's okay with you [:

love chocolate . (:

( after church at RTC bowling alley - champion of e quarter )
me : *stands behind tau's lane*
me : *after a while* tau, tell keith to pull up his pants .
tau : LOL !
me : it's blue .
tau : ew ! * calls steven* steven ! michelle wants to ask you for a favour !
me : *silent*
tau : she wants you to tell keith to pull up his pants
me : .......................
steven : *laughs* no
tau : oh fine .
me : (keith bowls) BLUE !
tau : !!!! JEREMY !!!! michelle wants to ask you for a favour .
me : *silent*
tau : michelle wants you to tell keith to pull his pants up .
jeremy : *silent for 1 minute* why you so terrible, stare at people's butt
me : NEVER ! IT'S SO OBVIOUS !!
jeremy : *keith bowls* blue is sexy what

i never got over that . :S it's just so hilarious . okay while i was going to take out my phone to record that, my comb got stuck on my scrunchie . then my crumpler's velcro attacked my scrunchie . POOR SCRUNCHIE !! ):

okay . thats about it . i look at daryl lim and i feel like hugging him . he looks so huggable . no idea how old he is though . and i don't know him . i hope nobody who knows him reads this :D HAHAHA .

but seriously, he looks huggable . heh . i also want to pinch his cheeks . lol .

maybe it's a fetish . oh i bought james blunt - all the lost souls & boys like girls & enrique iglesias - insomniac .

rocks .

ciao !

somebody wants you
somebody needs you
somebody dreams about you every single night
somebody can't live without you , it's lonely
somebody hopes that someday you will see
that somebody's me

you'll always be in my life, even if i'm not in your life . because you're in my memory
i love you;
if that's okay with you [:

wow, i've just realised how terrible my chinese is . i mean what happened wasn't particularly my fault la . she enunciate her words dam badly and speak dam fast + on handphone so hard to hear .

anyway .
this random woman called my phone . then she wanted to ask me a survey on phones and stuff ( i think ) yeah . she asked me what kinda phone i had ( nokia ), how long i've used it ( i just said 10 ) and then she asked me what job i worked as ( i said student, i had to repeat it 3 times until i finally said xue sheng ) and then she asked me my age ( i said 18 . cuz i can't possibly say 14 after i told her i've used it for 10 years . ) LOL . okay

it was really hilarious . she had to repeat most of the questions 2 times at least . LOL . aiiyo0o !! so funny . i want to go out .

1. no money
2. exams

sigh .
i finished 2 books, both took less than 24hours .
one was 56x pages, the other 64x .

and i finished both of them within 24hours . i feel so proud of myself .

everybody .
GO READ STEPHENIE MEYER : TWILIGHT ( 1 ) NEW MOON ( 2 ) AND ECLIPSE ( 3 )

THEY ROCK . it's such a GREAT series ! the 4th is coming out next year .

oh man, that's like one of the new books i ever read ! that proves how awesome it is ! yes ! go read !

kyaaaaaaaah .

withlove(:
michelle

i shall blog about things that happened in school when i remember them / find where i scribbled them on .

oh i remember one thing .. it was like . LA ( funny stuff usually happens during LA )
mrsng: i'm sure that you're all going to have a great time if we have tea with ms kon ( refering to whole class, esp me, not in exact words)
me: WHY ? I DIDN'T EVEN DO ANYTHING ?
mrsng&clare: precisely!!!!!
sherri: imagine if you actually DID something, you would be (pause) head prefect

lol . o_o'
then they passed this comment at some point in time about me not deserving my brains .

gah .

take my hand, touch my face
let me feel your embrace
let me see in your eyes
that you won't say goodbye
just tell me how you feel
i don't know what you're thinking anymore

&if you need me, you'd kiss me and tell me how you feel
&if you want me, you'd show me that your love is for real
&if you love me, you'd hold me in your arms where i belong
so while i'm feeling strong,
i sing you one last song

let me rest time has passed
do you feel this could last
if you don't, why then stay
take your wings, fly away
i love you way too much
to want to be the one who brings you down

&if you need me, you'd kiss me and tell me how you feel&if you want me, you'd show me that your love is for real&if you love me, you'd hold me in your arms where i belongso while i'm feeling strong,i sing you one last song
i love you;
if that's okay with you [:

so many funny things happened that i can't remember them anymore .

EHEE .

we were strangers
starting out on a journey
never dreaming
what we'd have to go through
now here we are
i'm suddenly standing
at the beginning with you

no one told me
i was going to find you
unexpected
what you did to my heart
when i lost hope
you were there to remind me
this is the start

&life is a road
&i wanna keep going
love is a river i wanna keep flowing
life is a road
now and forever
wonderful journey
i'll be there when the world stops turning
i'll be there when the storm is through
in the end i wanna be standing at the beginning
with you

we were strangers
on a crazy adventure
never dreaming
that our dreams would come true
now here we stand
unafraid of the future
at the beginning with you

i knew there was somebody somewhere
like me alone in the dark
now i know my dream will live on
i've been waiting so long
nothing's gonna tear us apart

life is a road
&want to keep going
love is a river i wanna keep flowing
life is a road
now and forever
wonderful journey

i'll be there hen the world stops turning
i'll be there when the storm is through
in the end i wanna be standing at the beginning
with you

life is a road&i wanna keep going, love is a river i wanna keep going on.... starting out on a journey . life is a road and i wanna going love is river i wanna keep flowing
in the end i wanna be standing at the beginning
with you.

&iloveyou(:
x3michelle
i love you;
if that's okay with you [:

amanda's little deep dark secrets being uncovered one by one .
- when she says "later people think you ____ ( insert word, e.g. weird, fat ), it really means that she's saying later I think you ____ . but we all know it's for everyone's good(:
that's one way of not putting yourself in an extremely awkward spot :D

lately this bugger's been bugging me from audi . honestly . everyday she'll send me some chinese trash via sms then start speaking awfully bad english ( and chinese ) and she claims she's very smart . ohoho . neighbourhood noob . eat shit . wahahaha . and she sucks in audi too . and she insulted my friend's dressing, yet she has zeerro0o0o sense of style . hopeless losers . yawn . waste my sms+time . ohwell -.- 'ts what i get for participating in such mindless games ._.' maple ? ick . now that i think about it, i wasted waaay too much time on it . however, audition improves my hand-eye coordination ! to a certain extent . and i don't need to spend $10 on stuff everyday to sustain myself . maple . ._.' sigh .

amanda : ya'll think so much ............................... too much .

okay at that point in time it seemed funny but when i look at it again it really isn't . ohwell . mindless quotes ! (:

on the topic of liking __________ ( 2t girl :D )
me: so you don't like her right ? :D
amanda: i'm average !!
me: no you're not , you're really tall . and smart . and abit fat *gringrin*
EDITOR'S NOTE ! for those who don't know amanda, she's the furthest thing from fat, after mandy, who's on the brink of existance . anyway, back to the topic .
amanda: *pats stomach and almost chokes on her drink*
me: oh so now you're trying to tell me your stomach very flat also right?

er i think there's missing bits of info . but it's really funny ! maybe only at that point in time . i wonder why i found everything funny ! hm . that sounds absurb to me ;o

xiia0p0ny is audi noob . kpkb . knnccb . ljb . bloody twit .

iie lurbb euu w0rhh`xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx .

lmfaolmfao . i amuse myself to a great extent . how far to you agree with this statement ?!

hate history . screw singapore history . screw merger . LeaKY is a crybaby . noob . moneyeater . eat muhh dust . old man . chikopek . noob . CPF is waaay toooo late . ugh . who needs money at that age . bastard . ehe i hope i don't get sued (:

but then again, if we don't start conserving our environment ....

by the time i'm old enough to claim my cpf, the world will be .

gone .

cheers (:
withlurrvee`x w0rhh`x !!
michelle .
fuck twit .

oh and today i was camping at the bowling alley from 9am to like . 8pm . ehe ..
and i've been unusually close to kristeloh for th past 2 days . rah . she's really nice(: HELLO KRISTELOH, YOU PROBABLY WON'T SEE THIS BUT YOU ARE REALLY FUNNYYY :D my mummy just came online . pfft . hopefully she doesn't see me . ah heck who'm i kidding, she has so little contacts it's inevitable for her to notice me . &YOU DON'T EVEN NOTICE ME ! random tune that came into my mind . i LOVELOVELOVE chris daughtry ! (: clifton told me that he was gay, but that was just another one of those lies .. amongst those of which he said he'd quit bowling, that he'd er .. well just many really bad things that were pretty impossible but i believed him anyway .
now i know better . watch out clifton, i'll get back at you !!!
REVENGE ! or retribution, something that kristel believes 100% in . whenever someone bowled badly she'd say YES ! then cover her mouth and start saying oh no oh no retribution retribution .
kristel is too rich for her own good . another 2 are jiaxin and denise . eesh . kristel like dropped $10 somewhere when we were going down for lunch then when we got to potter's cafe, she realised it . then she was frantically searching for it for approx. 30 seconds, gave up and said 'aiyah nevermind' in exact words . then she said 'i hope that person who picks it up screws up' ( not in exact words ) then she covered her mouth ( again ) and started chanting retribution retribution ( again ) ehehe . like TEN BUCKS lah . even i lose $10 will be very depressed . i like watched her bowl so many squads . ok la not many, but she was pretty much with me for 10 hours today . o_o' she finally qualified ! (: ok why am i blogging about kristel and rich people . i must be crazy . kristel owes me dinner ! :D

love mrs fields. assorted cooookiiiiiiies . i want a cookiieee (:

goodnight my lovieys . ( pronounced love-ees )
withlurbbs`x .
michelle .
fuck twits yet again .
i love you;
if that's okay with you [:

will resume blogging after exams or when i feel really free ! (:

takkaiire all
i love you;
if that's okay with you [:

we had iso party today . however almost all of the mentors didn't show up .. only like . ms tan and ms chia =/ at first we didn't pay much attention to it and carried on . then after we finished taking chips and gassy drinks early in the morning, we cleared up early and went to play games under the link way . ie. double whacko (x3), duckduckgoose and . erm . can't remember the other one . oh yeah dog&bone, but we only played like 3 rounds cos we took a long time splitting into groups . now i know how the teacher must feel everytime we're supposed to do that for PE . ehehe . i always go into the 'ultimately sporty people' group #1 inevitably . ehe . but grace&clare like to make me sad before they "take me in" . why don't they do that to bea ! ): maybe cuz she's a good defender . =/ oh man .. i'm not good at anything !! *uber depressed* . this week's lesson we're gonna do frisbee . kill me please . we wanted to get a petition against frisbee . LOL . like wtf la we're not dogs throw frisbee then catch like free . blasted PE dept. .

but i digress .

back to the subject of iso-period sbc party ( sec2t&g ). after LA when mrs ng finished discussing qn2&3 of the R&J essays, she went on to tell us that it was REALLY inappropriate to have one cuz
1. we're so damn near exams and even if WE don't want to study, the mainstream does .
point 1 leads to 2.
2. that gives the mainstream teachers&students as an excuse to like . "insult" us . like rumour: school fees went up because of the SBC, we're PAYING for them . screw you assholes who think that way . blame the f***ing school for raising funds for other organisations but not our own . then mrs ng talked about the "paper issue" . GE kids- textbooks are trash, they only get tons of worksheets . which brings us back to US, te sbc . school fees go up because of US! we get tons of worksheets . and then she talked about us leaving extras on the teacher's table so the mainstream actually have EVIDENCE against us . well that's a great problem .
3. we are under GREAT SCRUTINY from the whole school . even the sbc teachers are being scrutinized . it's not only the mainstream girls who examine us under microscopes, but the entire school, for that matter .
4. we're very disruptive
5. ( back to point1 ) mrsng overheard some teachers commenting on what we were doing ( in the canteen for 2 periods being gluttons while everyone's mugging their ass off ) yep she heard something like this : "*sigh* sbc girls .. can't even grasp concepts properly and apply them and yet they have the nerve to go play right before the exams .

the implications&assumps .
1. she thinks we're cocky pieces of shit who don't have any brains to speak of and are wasting the school's precious resources for no good reason .
2. the rest of the cohort is doing perfectly fine and we're a disgrace because we're supposed to be better .

ohh pleaseeeeeee we can do their papers in 10 mins and score higher than them . without pre-revision .
( generalisation-evidence->physics, a handful of people ( who aren't very academically inclined) )

i sincerely hope only sbc girls read this . ehehehhe (:

okay at the end of that really long lecture she gave us, she said
i quote in exactly words :
"life in a goldfish bowl is YOUR life(ref. scrutiny) . goodbye, goldfish ."

that's the amusing part for the day (:

i hate mainstream teachers to a great extent . nooobs .

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

oh yes while we were playing double whacko sherri was my partner . she was sitting in front . throughout the duration of the game, i kept saying random and disturbing comments . so once she overestimated the distance between us and jabbed her elbow into my chest . like my diaphragm//in between lungs area . i couldn't breathe properly for 10 mins and it still hurt after an hour . that's why i'm not talking to her .

am i being childish ? :S
or a bit too rash .

it's romeo's fault .
i love you;
if that's okay with you [:

today in school :
-chinese
me: *stares at clare*
clare: grace!!! she's so scary!! * puppydog face& holds grace's hand *
grace: clare, i'm trying to scratch my leg.
clare: oh. * lets go of grace's hand*
grace: *scratches leg*

LOL .

parttw0 (:
grace: amanda whacks people dam pain
me: really ? *strokes amanda's leg*
amanda: *whack*
me: OWWWWW okay i believe you . *tends to injured leg): *

STOP RIGHT THERE
that's exactly where i lost it
SEE THAT LINE
well i never should have crossed it
love this song(:

LA:
mrsng: (after discussing sept hols. passage-based) (gives us 2 questions to choose from to write an essay *both r&j*) alright tomorrow i will RANDOMLY select a few people to come and present to the class *evil laugh* *stares at me . ME . ME !!*
me: i thought you said it's random?!?!
mrsng: it's as random as it gets, dear .

and she claims i'm her favourite child .
how unusual . i wonder if she does this to her children everyday.. ? how utterly terrifying .

x3michelle(:
&i held your hand through all of these years
you still have part of me
i love you;
if that's okay with you [:

school stank xD nothing really interesting . except at the end of bio i moved over to samantha's seat ( next to grace ) and we had a whole lot of fun ! oh yeah during recess

me: let's go for recess ! *gestures to clare and grace*
grace: not going, have to stay back for ss poster
clare: yeah since last time she helped me pack the PE store room, i must return the favour
me: *pout* alright fine . ahh i need to go to the toilet . CLAREEE FOLLOW MEEE !
clare: why would i follow you to the toilet ?
me: ...
clare: (says very sarcastically) let's go to the toilet for some happy time<- th connotations .. ! okay then i went training . at mtfaber . tmrw i'm gonna bowl 2 MQs to try tuh qualify for sg open u16 :D wee ! hmm . i wonder how i'll do =/ I THINK I CAN QUALIFY ! :D ! okay that's that . then my mum picked me up and we went to coronation . i wanted to get contacts since my right eye is UBER short-sighted . and i'm scared i'll have a lazy eye ): so i went to the optician to checkcheck . after like . 10 mins of checking . he said i needed to try to wear the contacts . okay that's the bad part . cuz he like "taught" me all the "procedures" and everything but when i was actually supposed to try, no matter how hard i tried i just couldn't bring myself to stick that thing into my eye . HAHAHA . so that's that . my mum got really pissed with me . then we went to NTUC and i bought shampoo&conditioner&bodysoap . love dove . omgosh OVE(l+d) LOL . factorisation ! HAHAHA . i'm so self-amusing . self-amusing-> grace's term . she calls everyone who is more or less . amusing . and lame ( to a certain extent ) self-amusing .

oh .
during geog bea took this green paper cutting in the shape of a man ( clare mass-cut like . 16 of them but only 3 were left ) then she said the green man blabla . then she stuck it down my blouse at the back . then started saying oh look the green man is in your shirt ! then more nonsense . then as we continued, i tried to ignore her but it was too difficult . omgosh sitting near bea is such torture . thank God mrs ng moved me to the front . originally i was supposed to sit next to bea ! omgwtfbbq . haha . SOS . xD ! alrights ........ hmm .

ON THE WAY HOME MY MIND STARTED DRIFTING . i began to fantasize about "my" really cool ROOM-TO-BE !!! omgosh . that's if we move house and take up 3/4 of the land building a really big house with no swimming pool or nice garden whatsoever . anyway . MY DREAM ROOM ! 2 storeys - MANY GLASS PANELS . a really cool flight of stairs with metal railing supported by GLASS to the 2nd level where my BED shall be located ! omgosh . pink bed x3 ! and at the bottom shall be my study room ! with a work table, a computer table, a computer, a tv and a sofa ! okay maybe the tv's a bit off . but i really demand a sofa . then at the corner of the 1st storey under my bed will be my WARDROBE . i demand a walk in wardrobe . and it can totally be like . instead of wooden panels, it can be STONE . then like GLASS or FROSTED GLASS . WOOOOOT . =p hahah . okay then at the dining table i told my mum about it . then i asked my mum&sis, " WOULDn'T IT BE TOTALLY COOL IF WE LIVED IN A HOUSE LIKE THIS?!?!" their answer: no .
i guess it's only me who wants to live in such a house .
so after my mum left i came up with this SUPER COOL IDEA #2 . living room area - same as current . then when go upstairs, my mother will design her room, my brother will design his, my sis will design hers and i'll design mine ! (see above for the details(: ) then it'll be like . step into someone's room . entering a different world ! OMGOSH . ISN'T THAT SUPER COOL ?

TO READERS : IF YOU COPY MY IDEA I'LL SMACK YOU TO THE MOON . unless you give me SGD500,000, then i'll forgive you . or you can buy me a pink lamboughini or however you spell it . convertible please(:

ON TOMORROW'S AGENDA !
philo - the island
etc - homework&revision
recess - weeee
music - boredom & some code . which is determined by RHYTHM . like . minims&crotchets&quavers . pfft .

AFTERSCHOOL - MT FABER . SG OPEN MQ's .

go michelle !

i hereby proclaim myself the queen of inconsistency .
in all aspects .

;D cheers .
withLOVE;
michelle(:
pinkprincess
queen of inconsistency

&honestly, i HAVE to begin my search on finding a rich ( not necessarily RICH, but well to do or so ) relatively handsome//cute, nice, smart boyfriend, aka husband-to-be, with a great sense of humour ( ref. mine . if you don't know what's a GREAT SENSE OF HUMOUR, spend a day with me(: ) and who likes the same kinda house as me . cuz when i get enough money . i WILL get a house like that .

wait and see .

unless i have a new SCI . (super cool idea(: )
i love you;
if that's okay with you [:

WOOT NOW YOU ALL SEE MORE PINK
i love you;
if that's okay with you [:

clifton just said he quit bowling cuz his parents are gonna go bankrupt . thus i decided to come here to blog . big fat liar . like i believe yoooo ? lie to me SOOO many times . FUNNY ISIT ?!?! *bish* HAHA char said if he's lying to her she'll never talk to him again and asked him to confirm if he really quit . hahahahahaha . go char ! tehh auhhsuhme junior ;D woot he WAS lying . char proclaimed her hatred for him and left th convo . xDD !! wo0o0ots . hahahaha .

today we went to celebrate my mum's birthday ! ( again , for th 2nd time . first was last night . ) we went to some WEIRD NUSS guide sthsth on th 5th floor of suntec . like . near carrefour . they had italian food, indonesian food, chinese food and malay food . and american . oh thee steaks and such . xDD . i ate like HORFUN . LOL . at this kinda place . i ate $11 HORFUN . LOOOL . BUT IT WAS AUHHSUHME !! *glimmering eyes* hahahaha . hm . then today in church . i went ym . i shall integrate myself into ym officially at the start of next year . =X CUZ NOW I FEEL SO AUHHSUHMLY AWKWARD when i join people for smallgroup . ugh . so disturbing . 0uhhemmqee . i'm going to mt faber later . hopefully q0rt lanes ! :D ! who0o0o0ots . i'm in a b0wlinqq mo0d t0dayye(:

so what interesting happened ..... errr . oh . at lunch we told a wh0le l0rt of jokes to each other . it was positively hiilari0us`x . i told the pink-cloud joke to my godma . HAHAHAHAHA . x33pinkclouds .

okay end .
x3theotherone .
*ref. 2nd most recent post - take this as most recent .

oh wait that's void cuz i can't find the 'theotherone' post . maybe i didn't blog about it at all but i thought i did in my dreams .
okay ! here's theotherone post !

HAHAHAHHA .

lastnight: ( oh now i remember, i didn't blog about it coz when i went home i bathed then went to sleep, it was 11+, aka way past my bedtime(: )

in th car on th way home .
me: i didn't eat the veggies at all .
sister: i ate mine, stacy's and krystle's . ( stacy,krystle,juleen . 2/3 of them . can't rmb who )
mum: i'm so proud of you !
dad: hehe, guess who ate mine ?
*1 minute of silence*
dad: i passed it to chris !
me: diao0o0o .
*aft 5 mins of meaningless convo*
dad/mum: that's why you 2 ( namely my brother and sister ) can go to sports school while THE OTHER ONE ( namely me . ) can't . ( refering to the fact that i don't eat veggies and a whole lot of other stuff :D )
*meaningless talk*
dad: oh, you mean THE OTHER ONE's _______________ ( at first someone mentioned my name in a sentence, then my dad repeated the sentence but replaced my name with THE OTHER ONE )

thus is my new nickname . the other one .
however, i delight in being called the pink queen . or the pink princess . of the queen of pink .

or anything that has got to do with authority ( preferrably female royalty(: ) and contains the word pink .
no anti-___ please .

cheers(:
x3michelle
thePINKprincess !

ftw .
iLOVEpink .
i love you;
if that's okay with you [:

MOSES&THE BUSH .

*lifted from debby

One day, while George Bush was sitting in his chair in the white house, staring out the window, he saw Moses walking by on the pavement outside. Not believing his eyes, he rubbed them and looked again. It was Moses! To be absolutely certain he quickly ran out of the building to greet him. But as Moses saw him approaching from a distance, he quickly took flight and sped away!Disappointed and panting, George Bush retreated back inside.

The next day, at exactly the same time, while Bush was sitting on his chair once again staring out in the distance, he saw Moses appear at exactly the same spot again! He dashed out, but once again, when Moses caught sight of him, he quickly ran away, and because of all the exercise walking about in the desert, he easily outpaced the George Bush.

George Bush resolved to meet Moses the next day. The next day, before the time came, George BUsh went out to the spot he had seen Moses on the previous two occasions, and waited. When the time came, there he was! Moses appeared again, walking towards that same spot.

This time, before Moses could react, George Bush pounced on him and caught him!

“Moses! Why is it that on the last two occasions when you saw me, you ran away?!” - asked an exasperated Bush.

Moses, evidently unhappy, replied, “because the last time I spoke to a Bush, I had to spend 40 years in the desert.”

HAHAHAHAHAHA ~

DEB'S BLOG IS THE most entertaining place to spend your afternoons .
i love you;
if that's okay with you [:

about friday ( i'm calm )

early morning:
someone discovered a squashed cockroach under suatty's chair . okay icky . totally gross . then someone said they got rid of it alr , so i went outside to see . it was in the drain . then sometime along the way we realised it was rubber . so we started using it to scare the teachers teaching us in th periods after recess . 1st - mrs gan . she totally screamed and jumped off the table and about 5m away from th tcher's table . oh man it was so funny . then 2nd - mrs chen . she sorta figured out we were going to play th prank on her too , don't know how she did though , anyway when she came in she said ' if anyone dares to throw a cockroach at me , i'll kill you ' then soon after she admitted that she'd kill that person first THEN freak out . hahahaha . then it was .. er . ms chia . they didn't really try it on her . bt at the end of th period i asked her to lift up the clock . she guessed that there was a cockroach under it . she said she used to do that to her teachers but it was more severe . gee ._.' okay then was mrs ng . when she came in with a stack of ws, she told us to do our stuff ten she went out to talk to mrs hor for a REALLY LONG TIME . we thought it was super impt but later found out they were discussing their husbands . touche . while she was outside chris put te cockroach under her papers, then waited . when she returned , she didn't realise it for the longest time . but when she did she rolled her eyes and asked whose it was . by then i was hiding at the back of the class next to janice, cuz i knew she'd try to throw it at me or sth . well yes people started chasing me around with it and threatened to throw it at me throughout the time . i was SOO freaked out . i totally hate cockroaches . early in the morning, jess chased me around the 4th level with it, i screamed like shit and almost burst into tears . i freaking hate cockroaches ! omg . even if it's rubber . *sigh* they're just . EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEW . okay ? yeah . while i was running around i ran THROUGH 2G . and it kinda scared them . i screamed in there too, then lina was like MICHELLEY . but i zao'd before she culd finish th sentence . then at the end of sch when mrs ng was teaching "GEL" not really we were just discussing some random stuff . then she started making the action of throwing it at me . i conveniently escorted myself out of my seat and out the door VERY QUICKLY . then i like . closed the door . and peeked through the window . mrs ng took the cockroach and threw it at the window . eeek . i almost died . after she left WITH the cockroach out the door NOT behind me , i was like phew nothing else can happen . then i saw her and the class was laughing and she was like at the door behind me . so i kinda figured it had sth to do with the cockroached . i screamed for a good 2 seconds and ran out faster than anyone is actually capable of doing so . then clare chased me with THAT THING . and i ran away and bumped into mrs ng . serves her right ): then i ran into 2g for th second time, screamed, and went back to class . yeah that kinda repeated for about 5 mins before sherri ( my saviour ) took the cockroach, put it in her pocket and saved me from all the trauma . end of story ~

I HATE COCKROACHES .
i love you;
if that's okay with you [:

so pissed . go science conference, some anderson girls piss me off . stupid cocky shit . you very smart isit ? keep dodging question . noob . nose still stuck in the air . then go KAP . bring food up put on table drink drop then some fucking angmoh stare at me . fuck you . you very big isit ? oh sorry you ARE very big . literally . lmao . bloody fucker . see what see . smack you to hell . fuck off . come back home sister piss me off . blardy shit . see computer screen on screensaver then use also cannot . come upstairs come whine and raise your voice . you owner of the house isit . don't come give me attitude . i told you the website . blardi shit . you think you queen can have everything your way ? go die .

blardy pissed .
i love you;
if that's okay with you [:

honestly, sometimes i can't remember my own email address .
CONVER BETWEEN ME &SHAYNEEE .
*after much argument about who says what joke first:

#cheney. his & her circumstances. says:
why cant penguins fly?
- chelle; ♪♫♪ hey show some love, you ain't so tough . says:
?! er.. cuz they only need to swim ?
#cheney. his & her circumstances. says:
no. cause they no $$ to buy air tickets
- chelle; ♪♫♪ hey show some love, you ain't so tough . says:
._____.'
#cheney. his & her circumstances. says:
why cant penguins eat fish
- chelle; ♪♫♪ hey show some love, you ain't so tough . says:
no$ to buy fish .
- chelle; ♪♫♪ hey show some love, you ain't so tough . says:
WAIT
- chelle; ♪♫♪ hey show some love, you ain't so tough . says:
THEY EAT FISH
#cheney. his & her circumstances. says:
wrong
#cheney. his & her circumstances. says:
they got no fishing rods
- chelle; ♪♫♪ hey show some love, you ain't so tough . says:
BUT THEY EAT FISH
- chelle; ♪♫♪ hey show some love, you ain't so tough . says:
!!!!!
#cheney. his & her circumstances. says:
lol
#cheney. his & her circumstances. says:
which mosue has 2 legs?
#cheney. his & her circumstances. says:
mouse
- chelle; ♪♫♪ hey show some love, you ain't so tough . says:
ratatouille .
#cheney. his & her circumstances. says:
no
- chelle; ♪♫♪ hey show some love, you ain't so tough . says:
HAHAHAHAHAHA
#cheney. his & her circumstances. says:
mickey mouse
#cheney. his & her circumstances. says:
which duckhas 2 legs
- chelle; ♪♫♪ hey show some love, you ain't so tough . says:
you .
- chelle; ♪♫♪ hey show some love, you ain't so tough . says:
LOL
#cheney. his & her circumstances. says:
?!?!
- chelle; ♪♫♪ hey show some love, you ain't so tough . says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
#cheney. his & her circumstances. says:
zzz
- chelle; ♪♫♪ hey show some love, you ain't so tough . says:
LOL !!!
- chelle; ♪♫♪ hey show some love, you ain't so tough . says:
that's the best
#cheney. his & her circumstances. says:
all ducks have 2 legs
#cheney. his & her circumstances. says:
lol
- chelle; ♪♫♪ hey show some love, you ain't so tough . says:
ERRRRRRr
- chelle; ♪♫♪ hey show some love, you ain't so tough . says:
FINE
- chelle; ♪♫♪ hey show some love, you ain't so tough . says:
._.'
#cheney. his & her circumstances. says:
ok
- chelle; ♪♫♪ hey show some love, you ain't so tough . says:
ok, my turn ! :D
#cheney. his & her circumstances. says:
yup
- chelle; ♪♫♪ hey show some love, you ain't so tough . says:
man to wife : why are you so beautiful
- chelle; ♪♫♪ hey show some love, you ain't so tough . says:
woman: so you'll be attracted to me
- chelle; ♪♫♪ hey show some love, you ain't so tough . says:
man: why are you so stupid ?
- chelle; ♪♫♪ hey show some love, you ain't so tough . says:
woman : so that i'll stay with you
- chelle; ♪♫♪ hey show some love, you ain't so tough . says:
HAHAHA SO FUNNY
#cheney. his & her circumstances. says:
lol
#cheney. his & her circumstances. says:
wth!
#cheney. his & her circumstances. says:
i wanna find a wife <-( most random comment ever made in a conver like this . )

woooooooots so funny !

this is the 4th post for today if i'm correct !

x3michelle
i love you;
if that's okay with you [:

all i gotta say is i must've done something right .

wee love that song ! omgwtfbbq . my brother stands during his physics lessons . yep . and just now he announced that he had a 8gb ipod shuffle . so .. that's kinda strange right . i was shocked . i thought he had a new ipod *unfair.* it didn't occur to me that ipod shuffles don't come in 8gb . oh yes there's a blotter on my nose right now . i seem to have a preoccupation with doing so whilst in front of the computer lately .. ? actually starting this afternoon . anyway . yees so he finally told me WHY he had a 8gb ipod shuffle . his screen broke . ( 8gb nano w/o screen ) how awesomely wonderfully spectaculously superb . auhhsuhmme . Ö .

YOU HAVE STOLEN MY HEART ;
nothing else to blog about, pretty much did that alr below .

cheers;
takkaiire`x .
x3michelle(:
i love you;
if that's okay with you [:

okay what happened yesterday -
*grace insults me, can't rmember what she said in th exact words though . then she throws the breast cancer foundation slip of paper at me .*

me: ( reteliating ) hey ! i'm supporting you and your organisation okay . since you have breast cancer . OH WAIT ! WHAT BREASTS ? LOL .
our classes are so awesome ._.' WE MISSED GRACE IN CLASS TODAY ! x/3 .
bea's 99Z , i'm 98Y, grace is err i duno . and clare's like . -99Z . HAHAHAHA . go figure ! :D
and mrs ng said class monitor lizard along the way, i think it's very funny . xD .

TODAY .
*duringmaths*
mrs gan: blabla statistics, ... ... blabla
me: what's statistics again .. ?
deb: oh it's those stuff like mede and modian . oops mode and median
WELL DONE DEBBIEE ! =X

okay this ALL HAPPENED during LA .
on the subject of housewives .
mrsng: who would be satisfied sitting at home baking cakes all day long ?
me: BEA !
mrsng: who? you? i can imagine ..

NEXT PART
talking about "being a tomboy is more accepted that being a girly guy"
mrsng: do you know of any tomboys in this school?
me: THERE !! *STARES AT MADELINE*
mrsng: REALLY ?
me: NO MEH ?
mrsng: WHAT IS MEH ? DO YOU HAVE TO SAY MEH ? YOU THINK YOU'RE A GOAT ISIT ?
me: err i thought horses say meh?
(after a while)
on the topic of sherri being a power hungry woman . ( mrs ng asked who abolished the idea of having children )
`sherri raises hand
`sherri puts down hands and says she changed her mind .
sherri: i want to have children so i can micromanage their lives !
me: EMILY#2 !! ( with ref. to emilyofemeraldhill )
mrsng: blablabla
me: oh ya sherri wants to dominate the world too .
mrsng: oh really ? power hungry woman ... so she's the brain .. and you're pinky . have you watched that show before ? ( laughs to herself )
me: buries head in EOEH book ( which didn't quite work cos it's really small ? )

okay in the car on the way home .
mum: after i drop you home i'm going to get my massage
me: didn't you just have a foot massage a few days ago .. ? don't tell me you're going to get a mani-padi soon .
mum: ( laughs ) that's scheduled for tomorrow !
me: sinks underground .

oh ya in comstuds we went to the mac lab to learn how to make a NEWSLETTER//MAG . then everyone turned on their mac's . while listening halfway clare like pressed something on my keyboard then all the windows disappeared . so i screamed at her . i think the guy who was teaching us got kinda disturbed . ehehe . omgosh . i was like groaning the whole way . cos it was so .. like . painful =/ i hate macs . but they're really cool . and they take up really little space ~! when i went in i asked 'er how do you turn this on . WHERE'S THE CPU ?!?!' then ms tok told me to push the button at the back of the screen . and i persisted in saying . BUT HOW DO YOU TURN IT ON ?! until i finally realised that the cpu+screen = screen ? if that makes sense .

end(:
I HOPE YOU ENJOYED THAT

x3michelle(:
i love you;
if that's okay with you [:

my house - how awesomely strage .
my dog ( th female border collie ) enjoys cutting across the living room from the garden to get to the front porch . or the entrance area luh dunno what to call it .
and when i go to the dining room, i see my cat sitting on the weighing scale . HAHAHA it's really such a sight(: and in the area where the cars park, my cat once slept in a TYRE that was leaning against some pillar . come to think of it, i don't know what that pillar's doing there . and my living room has so many buttons ( for th lights ) that until now, after about 7 years of living here, i still don't know which one controls what light . and that applies to not only the living room but the dining room, the staircase area ( controls walkway to dining area and abit of th living room and th path that leads to th kitchen ) oh and the kitchen too . and the pavallion . but only cos we RARELY open the pavallion . yep . and .. my grandparent's room ! okay that's about it . i know my room, my sister's room .. OH I DON'T KNOW MY BROTHER'S ROOM ! one of them controls the lights at the pavallion ! and i know mine and my parent's room(: and the tv room(: hmm . my mother just bought 2 cartons of CHRYSANTHEMUM TEA and 2 cartons of canned milo ._.' HAHA . CHRYSANTHEMUM TEA x33 now i have stuff to drink before school everyday ! weeee(: i'm so happy . hahaha . i had to like drink apple juice with ALOE VERA . i mean like i LOOOVEE apple juice but i don't like aloevera . it's so in-the-way-ish . this morning my maid brought out a strainer, 2 cups and the apple-with-aloe-vera . so i took the strainer, put it above the cup and poured it into the strainer ? LOL !! i think it looked REALLY funny . hahahaha . oh man i have some formal letter due on friday . i think i did the first one really well ! i convinced myself to the extent that at one point in time i was on a mission to find someone that fit that description ! hahahah . but then i gave up . i mean like, heck . LOL . anyway . my paragraphing was ATROCIOUS . i mean, it was like . 3 sentences .. then . the rest of the letter . WHOAA one GREAT BIG CHUNK man . mrs ng wrote PARAGRAPHING 3 times throughout the letter . haha(:

i smsed mrs ng just now to ask her for her email cos my mum wants to email her and ask her if i can pon th whole week of sch aft th exams are over . ITALY x33 ! mrs ng replied and said my mum has to write a letter to ms kon thru her . OOKAAY . wee ! time to practice formal letter writing ! HAHAHA . i'm so kidding . my formal letters are like . formal yet not so formal . i mean . when you read it it seems kinda comical =/ esp. for one that's going to th principal ? ._." blahh . i said thanks and mrs ng said you're welcome my pink lady .

LOL .
mypinklady- eh cool that's gonna be my next ign for audi x33 wo0ots .
alrighteyhs . i have pretty much nothing to say . except for some random comment or two about th physics test today .
I HATE PHYSICS . IT'S SO COMPLICATING . ZZZZZZZZ
zohhhemmmgeeeee .

harttx;
``michellex3

IRRELEVANT LYRICS . BUT THEY'RE POSITIVELY AUHHHSUHHME .

we should get jerseys cause we make a great team
but yours would look better than mine, cause you're outta my league
and i know that it's so cliche to tell you that everyday
i spend with you is the new best day of my life
everyone watching us just turns away with disgust
it's jealously, they can see that we've got it going on

&i'm racking my brain for a new improved way
to let you know your more to me than what i know how to say
you're OK with the way this is going to be
this is going to be the best thing we've ever seen

if anyone can make me a better person you could
all i gotta say is i must've done something good
i came along one day and you rearranged my life
all i gotta say is i must've done something right
i must've done something right

maybe i'm just lucky cause it's hard to believe
believe that somebody like you'd end up with someone like me
&i know that it's so cliche to talk about you this way
but i'll push all my inhibitions aside
it's so very obvious to everyone watching us
that we have got something real good going on

&i'm racking my brain for a new improved way
to let you know your more to me than what i know how to say
you're OK with the way this is going to be
this is going to be the best thing we've ever seen

if anyone can make me a better person you could
all i gotta say is i must've done something good
i came along one day and you rearranged my life
all i gotta say is i must've done something right
i must've done something right
i love you;
if that's okay with you [:

swing swing from the tangles of
my heart is crushed by a former love
can you help me find a way to carry on again ?

love that song(:
clare's helping me make a pink umbrella theme for my phone ! LOVE YOU CLARE(: i promise i won't be mean to you again ! or i'll try my very best to control my emotions =p esp. th negative ones . ehehehe .

okay ~! on today's agenda !
ugh i left my fullscap paper in my file with the other 3 sciencepads . HAHAHAHA . okay ! TOMORROW SHALL BRING A DOUBLE POST . or like . double luh .

takkaiire all(:
lovelove;
michelle(:
i love you;
if that's okay with you [:

TODAY DURING SCHOOL WAS SUPER FUN ! but when i came home i was super tired .
LET'S TALK ABOUT THE IMPORTANT THINGS THAT HAPPENED IN SCHOOL TODAY(:

firstperiod; CHINESE
(in chinese) what will you do to express your love for your country ?
*amanda,me,grace,clare came up with a WHOLE LOT of ideas. i kept insisting . WEI GUO XI SHENG SHEN MING, CAI CAN . but they didn't want to cuz it was "cliche" and "corny" or something like that . so then i got fed up and said
WO HUI WEI GUO XI SHENG PENG YOU ! HELLO, MY FRIEND, I SEND YOU TO WAR ! * friend dies * I HAVE SACRIFICED MY FRIEND FOR MY COUNTRY, THUS I LOVE MY COUNTRY !

HAHAHAHAHA xDD !!

sometime after; LA ?
me:*says nonsense and does weird actions e.g. flapping arms*
P.S. we were on the subject of diarrhoea .
grace&jess: sth like what's flapping arms got to do with diarrhoea ?
me: WHEN YOU BREATHE IN, YOU FLAP YOUR ARMS UP AND WHEN YOU BREATHE OUT, YOU FLAP YOUR ARMS DOWN AT THE SAME TIME ALL THE DIARRHOEA COMES OUT . HAHAHAHAHAHAHA .
* okay can't remember what followed that . but they were positively appalled(:

2nd one during LA
grace: omgosh i remember that time michelle kept singing we have to take out clothes off . i bet she does that before she bathes everyday, that's why she takes so long .
(for those who don't know what clothes off is, the lyrics go as follows:)
WE HAVE TO TAKE OUR CLOTHES OFF
(SO SEXY)
WE HAVE TO PARTY ALL NIGHT
WE HAVE TO TAKE OUR CLOTHES OFF
TO HAVE A GOOD TIME .

i hope you enjoyed that ! :D COS I MOST CERTAINLY DID . HAHAHA .

okay ! today i had chinese oral . before my turn, i was drawing on the black board with chalk with trisha . we played some pyramid game and i was like . i don't know how to play . then trisha said . let the pro teach you ! and we played . and i beat her in the end . and she was like EH WHAT ?! LOL . so much for pro, eh, trisha ? =p AND MY EMAIL IS COOL . zzzzzzzzzzzzz . chinese oral went okay , except for the conversation bit, i kept saying english words cus i didn't know how to say it in chinese . but the rest was pretty much okay(: yay ! i hope i don't fail . eheheh :D

okay ! i'm DONE blogging .

withLOVE;
michelle(:

insidejoke: thank you for painstaking taking your time to read this tedious letter post .
i love you;
if that's okay with you [:

i'm like doing maths now . i thought i had to finish it today, thank God cherry told me only until q6 (: omgosh i don't know how to do so many qns la . cherry&i are gonna die for eoy's ): sob sob . dead .

a water lily is 8cm vertically above th water surface of a pond, later, it is blown 32cm sideways by a strong wind as shown in th diagram below. find the depth, x cm, of the pond. WTHECK . WHATS UP WITH THAT ?! ZOOOOOMG . pythagora's (: . pythagora, i hate you .

HAHHAHAHAHAHA .

okay after this i have to go do my compre . at least i'm doing my homework manxxzxzxz ._.'

i think my handwriting's really nice(:

it's been a year
filled with problems
but now you're here almost as if to solve them
and i can't live in a world without you now

all my life i've beens earching for you
how did i survive in this world before you
cuz i don't wanna live another day without you now

this is the best thing
the best thing that could be happening
and i think you would agree
the best thing is that it's happening to me .

i'm so in love with this song(:

cuz nothing ever felt as good as it does right now .
i'll go back to before we met
trying to erase the past
try harder to forget
nothing will ever be as good as here and now

weeeeeee(: okay back to work ! :D

x3michelle
i love you;
if that's okay with you [:

michaela:DESSIE michaela:MICHELLE HWANG LIKES THONGS me: WHAT ?! me: okay i do . me: *blush* LOOOOOL

i love you;
if that's okay with you [:

today was so fun ! i went out with chartan&lim&shannen&lina to cine to watch a movie . at first it was ratatouille . then changed to some horror movie cuz edwin suggested it . oh yah on th way thr char informed us that jason, edwinchi&royvin were going too . okay then in the end we didn't watch th horror movie lah cuz it was at like 5 ? yeah and jason&royvin were scared ! haha . actually all of th girls were scared too but it was like . for th experience(: lina caressed some poster of some ghost woman cuz thr was th name MIKE thr ?! omgwtfbbq . HAHAHA . okay it was really freaky . chartan&i screamed when we turned arnd `nd saw it(: hahaa . so in th end we watched no reservations . but i didn't get to watch it til' th end cuz i had tuition at like 5 ? *tanqi* =/ so i left th cinema at 4.25 or sth . then went to taxi stand and went into a cab driven by an old uncle ! i thought it was kinda safe luh . since he's old and all . wouldn't be like dangerous or anything . yep . then at the some junction near paragon/taka . the light turned orange `nd he was really close to he said aiya nabei cheebye la then shot the light ? LOL . i was luffing inside of me . hahahahah . yeah and he drove really fast and recklessly . so i was kinda scared . *pout* okay anyway i'm here blogging right ? so i'm like . OKAY ?! HAHAHA . okay . retarded . bored now . wonder what function is on today . tables set out in th garden&thr's catered food in my garden . wtheck =x ohwell . camp in room // upstairs(:

cheers ! x3michelle(:

i love you;
if that's okay with you [:

so freaking pissed with char and lina and shannen . but not really shannen . cos it's LINA's fault . i'm blogging in orchard cine lv9 lan centre tht costs $3.50 for an hour and i'm BLOGGING . zzzz what else to do . i wanted to take neoprints by myself but i decided not to . wth . walaooo they said 12.30 . then when i called lina she was like . er i thought is 1.30 ? wtf la ! zzzz . then char told me she was leaving her house at like . 12 sth ? so i left my house too . and my house is freaking near cine ? sigh . so i went to orchard and wandered around aimlessly for 5 mins then decided to go to bunk . so i walked to oppo th somerset mrt . but then th somerset mrt station like WASN'T THERE ? so i decided to come HERE . ( cine lv 9 lan centre ) to play audi . then th first com they gave me was like . couldn't open anything . so i moved to another com . and i figured out how to open the freaking thing . so then i opened audi . and i was like okay at least i can play audi -.- then it said . WRONG VERSION . fuck la -.- wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf . char just called me and asked me to go check the tickets . zzzzz so pissed . YOU STILL GOT THE GUTS TO COME ASK FOR FAVOURS FROM ME ?! WAN TO DIE AH . ~!@#$%^& okay i just went to disturb ck on msn . but then the com lagged . dammit . WTF LOL I TALK ON MSN AND IT LAGS HAHAHAHA
i
hate
this
freaking
place
these
fucking
people
keep
walking
behind
me
dammit .

wtf .

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz .

i'm so angry .

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz .

there's a guy on th com opposite me and it sounds like he's singing .

HAHAHAHA .

these screens suck .

but they have a nice keyboard(:

too bad audi doesn't work . okay i'm going to see the show timings now .

i'm still effing pissed .

michelle .
i love you;
if that's okay with you [:

today went to serene centre with jess, amanda and deb . we annotated r&j for the longest time . and i didn't bring my r&j book . sigh ! like 3 hours plus . almost died . we were at mac's for about one and a half hours . then we went to island creamery . i bought like blackforest&cookiesn'cream . but the blackforest was like WAY disgusting . it tasted like shit . not like i've tasted shit before . but it seems like there's alchohol inside . and it also has weird fruit bits inside . i think it was .. okay i have no clue what it was . amanda&deb ate nutella&cookiesn'cream . after amanda was done she asked who wants 2nd's . so i asked her to buy nutella&cookiesn'cream for me ! hahaha . :D she bought the same thing again . but deb didn't buy 2nd's . i think . jess got like . some chocolate w/ cookies&cookiesn'cream . ehehe ! well we annotated r&j . then like we stopped and started digressing . when deb wanted us to continue i was like NOOOOOOO i'm so tired . i feel like sleeping . so like we stopped . then we started to discuss random stuff . and in the end we closed all our books and started talking ! so i was feeling totally random and said 'let's discuss more sexual innuendo's !' i think that's how you spell it .. yeah they were all shocked at me . hahahaha !

oh yeah somewhere in between jess&manda(i think) asked what 'the bawdy hand of the clock is about to strike noon' or something along that line . so i explained to them . in te most decent way thought possible . yep . then they were disgusted . and deb was laughing hahaha ! :D then jess started talking about her perverted church friend and an internal joke which was triggered with the words 'clean hand' or something like that . it was totally sick ! after that we walked for like 50m or sth then took a cab to deb's house . IT'S LIKE SHE'S NEVER TAKEN A CAB BEFORE . WHILE WE WERE WAITING FOR ONE SHE WAS LIKE . '2 times 4 is 8 ..' and we were like okay . never ask any questions . then in the cab i was kinda wondering out loud . eh deb your house really THAT FAR in ?! how can $8 in one ! then she was like . err 4 people what . then we were all shocked . jess exclaimed 'no it's the total distributed by the number of people sharing the cab!' it was really funny(: when we got there we started reading her friend's blog ._.' it was like so hilarious ?! he's like ANOTHER SHERRI . searching for sexual innuendo's everywhere ! omgosh . and it was really hilariuos :/ pl0x .. okay nothing else to write about !

today was so awesome(:

loves!
michelle(:
i love you;
if that's okay with you [:

uber bored . this morning i woke up and wanted to start completing the rest of my homework but didn't . so i went to play audi . played for 2 hours + - .. then got bored . so i went online . and talked to shella and chartan . i told chartan i bought her a thong for her present . she was hauling profanities at me and said she'll make me wear it as a finale . reasoning : you buy for me so i make you wear . WTHECK . char you're freaking retarded ._.' anyway you'll find out what i really got you for your birthday when i give it to you . it's really cute(: haha ! i want to keep it ._.'

SHAYNEE . COLLECT YOUR OCTOPUS SOON .

my parents want to split my house land into 2 and sell the garden/swimming pool part . for 10m . LOL . then we stay in the house . i told them if they did that they'll have to send me to a condo to live or i'd run away . i can't imagine my house itself without a garden/swimming pool . that's like so uncool . besides my house is in such a very weird shape that if they do that we'll be surrounding the other guy's house if he buys that plot of land . and we'd have to redo the entrance and everything . cos the garden and swimming pool aren't near the gate . hmm . okay . that's about it . :/

poot .
REVELING IN MY BOREDOM .

jess arranged some study thingy for our group . supposed to be today at 12pm . herself, amanda, deborah, roxanne and suatty supposed to go . then roxanne and suatty not going in the end . and she's going to do some weird stuff that'll probably take forever to coordinate and she'll probably get that super late . so i'm not sure if i'm going . but i'm so bored at home . i think i'll go catch a movie with someone .. :/ bored . bored . okay nothing to say alr .

bye ! cheers(:
*thanks for noble-ly reading post after post(:
x3michelle

BELOW ARE LYRICS THAT I JUST FELT LIKE TYPING COS IT'S LIKE WHAT I FEEL RIGHT NOW . YOU DON'T HAVE TO READ IT .

what about now ; chris daughtry

shadows fill an empty heart
as love is fading
from all the things that we are;
are not saying .
can we see beyond the scars
&make it to the dawn ?

change the colours of the sky
&open up to
the ways you made me feel alive;
ways i loved you .
for all the things that never died
to make it through the night
love will find you

what about now ,
what about today ?
what if you're making me all that i was meant to be ?
what if our love never went away ?
what if it's lost behind words we could never find ?

baby before it's too late .
what about now ?

sunlight's breaking in your eyes
to start a new day
this broken heart can still survive
with a touch of your grace
shadows fade into the light
i am by your side where love will find you

now that we're here
now that we've come this far;
just hold on .
there is nothing to fear
for i am right beside you
for all my life i am yours .

what about now ,
what about today ?
what if you're making me all that i was meant to be ?
what if our love never went away ?
what if it's lost behind words we could never find ?

baby before it's too late .
what about now ?

-iloveyou .
i love you;
if that's okay with you [:

the best thing;
he's my love .

today i went to vivo with my parents after i finished watching fy ! omgosh the ending was SOO TOUCHING i cried like mad . sigh ! so sweet(: i'm glad it's a happy ending ! yay ! bt fy's over now ... * sunken back into depression *

i wish it wasn't
i wished that you were mine
i wished my heart was strong
my piano's out of tune
i wish it wasn't
i wish that my world was softer
&i want a helicopter

helicopter-the feeling! cutest song ever(:

okay . so i went to vivo . watched ratatouille . i think it's a really pointless show . but the rat's cute :D ( remy- or however you spell it's name- only ) when mum went to buy the tickets me and my meimei went to preciousthots,actioncity&minitoons to find presents for friends . then we went to pageone . some bookstore . i found ouran ! like 8/10 books ! so i asked my mum to buy it . but she said later cos we had to eat lunch and buy present before we watched movie . so we went to sushi tei ! then we went to toys'r'us to buy esther's birthday present . my sister wanted a tickle-me-elmo but it was out of stock . so my parents ordered/reserved one at th other outlet but there also out of stock ! and they didn't import it anymore ! sad . so my mum's gonna try to get one at hongkong .

after the movie ! we walked around on the way to pageone to buy ouran manga ! but we stopped at esprit on the way . i went to pick stuff like . 2 at a time . then go try . then the guy at the entrance of the fitting room started laughing at me after i went in 3 times ( 2items x 3times ) in te end i went in about 5-6 times . i bought so many clothes ! muahaha . my sis bought i dno how many, i bought i dno how many and my mum bought ONE . total was like $555.xx but discount to $500(: but either way i said to my mum,' don't need ouran manga alr, wait your pocket recover then buy' HAHA pocket recover =X i'm so funny right ! omgeeeeee .

okay ends . nothing else to blog about . my wardrobe is too full of clothes i don't wear or are really old . so i took out some . for the shorts it was like take out 60% -.- the shirts like 30% . and like 1 pair of jeans i've had since p5 . LOL i can still wear them ! BARELY . sad . i'm fat . )x poot .

x3michelle(:
the best thing is that it's happening to you and me .
&i know you won't believe it cos i don't either but i think i've fallen for you ! (:
i love you;
if that's okay with you [:

my parents want to bring me out to do sth today ._. they were like . shopping ? zoo ? anything ? just don't go over the limit . it was like at 12am . guess what was my reply !!!!! 'ffuuussshhiiiigggiiii yyuuuggiiii ._.'' ahahah xD ! so retarded ._.' i woke up at 7.50am to watch fy(: shall resume doing that now ! ciao(:

x3michelle
i love you;
if that's okay with you [:

TRAINING SUCKED ! i just can't get it all right ! jeez . i have to make sure 1st&2nd steps are slow&small . i have to make sure i SWING STRAIGHT and not CROOKED . i have to make sure i EXTEND MY ARM AND NOT MOVE MY ELBOW SO MUCH . i have to make sure i WALK CONTINUOUSLY for 2nd&3rd step . i have to make sure power step is straight . i have to make sure i bend lower on power step . i have to slide longer . i have to not bend my elbow on release so early aka follow through . i have to not turn my wrist while swinging ze ball . zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

HOW TEH HECK AM I SUPPOSED TO DO ALL THAT AT ONCE ?!?! sigh . suddenly i have to correct so many things at once -.- diao0o . and we haven't even gotten to the correct release =/ it keeps 'jumping' aka release=2 sounds . sigh ... my right wrist is too weak ): sigh ! oh dangit . nothing i can do about it . CHIONG UHH ! muahahaha . i must get it right ~ weeeeeeeeeeee

okay to bathe ! while FY BUFFERS ! i'm going to finish th last ep today ! but then i'll be depressed ._. ITS OK ! I MUST FIND OUT WHAT HAPPENS !

TO BATHE !
x3michelle
i love you;
if that's okay with you [:

i'm blogging because ep30 is rebuffering BECAUSE I ACCIDENTALLY DID SOMETHING TO IT WHEN I WAS TRYING TO DO STH . IT WAS ALREADY BUFFERED ! OMGEEEEEEEEE . NOOOOOOOO . okay so i'm blogging now . i started watching fy on monday .. ? and i'm on ep30 . lol =/ i'm an anime freak . weeeeeee . 鬼宿 ! wo ai si ni le !

muahahahahahaha

okay there's nothing much to write about anyway . my dad gave me a card reader . lol ._.' diiao0o . omgeeeeeeee ! HAHAHA xDD . my com table is THE MESSY . sigh . oh well i think it has buffered ! at least half ! TO FY ! MY LOVE !

x3michelle(:
i love you;
if that's okay with you [:

revelling in my depressed
suffering from withdrawal

DEPRIVED OF FUSHIGI YUUGI ! IT BUFFERS AT 0 SECONDS PER 30 MINS . NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO .

i shall have to resort to becoming a nocturnal creature .
for the sake of fushigiyuugi .
and my sanity .

HELLO SHAYYYNNEEEE (: SINCE YOU TOOK SUCH A NICE LONG NAP YOU CAN ACCOMPANY ME AT 12AM IF FUSHIGIYUUGI DOESN'T BUFFER FAST ENOUGH ! YOU'RE MY BEST FRIEND ! (:
*current time clocks 2&a half hours .
aka you've been napping for 2&a half hours alr(:

cheers ;D
loves;michelle(:
i love you;
if that's okay with you [:

typing lyrics seems to console me now that fy's buffering oh so slowly . and its the best ep ever !

simona,
you're getting older
your journey's been etched on your skin

simona,
wish i had known that
what seemed to strong
has been and gone

i would call you up every saturday
&we'd both stay out til the morning night
&we sang
'here we go again
&though time goes by i will always be
in a club with you in 1973
singing 'here we go again .

simona,
wish i was sober
so i could see clearly now
the rain has gone

simona,
i guess it's over
my memory plays out to the same old songs

i would call you up every saturday night
&we'd both stay out til the morning light
&we sang
'here we go again
&though time goes by
i will always be
in a club with you
in 1973 .
singing 'here we go again ;

FUSHIGI YUUGI ! x3
TAMAHOME ! x3 love !! ;o kyaaaah .

wahahahahha .

omgosh . weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee .

back to fy(: i hope it has buffered !
i love you;
if that's okay with you [:

FUSHIGI YUUGI ! MY NEW LOVE !

in a book in a box in th closet
in a line in a song i once heard
in a moment on a front porch late one june
in a breath inside a whisper beneath the moon

there it was at the tip of my fingers
there it was on the tip of my tongue
there you were and i had never been that far
there it was the whole world wrapped inside my arms
& i let it all slip away

what do i do now that you're gone
no back up plan, no second chance
&no one else to blame
all i can hear in the silence that remains
are the words i couldn't say .

there's a rain that'll never stop falling
there's a wall that i tried to take down
what i shoulda said just wouldn't pass my lips
so i held back&now we've come to this
&it's too late now

what do i do now that you're gone
no back up plan, no second chance
&no one else to blame
all i can hear in the silence that remains
are the words i couldn't say .

shoulda found a way to tell you how i felt .
now the only one i'm telling is myself .

what do i do now that you're gone
no back up plan, no second chance
&no one else to blame
all i can hear in the silence that remains
are the words i couldn't say .
i love you;
if that's okay with you [:

I'M THOROUGHLY DEPRESSED !!!!! OURAN'S OVER !!!!!! ONLY 26 EPS !!!!!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO THEY CANT DO THIS !! T-T OMG ! waaaaaaaaaaaaaaah could they at least write faster so the 11th book will come out ! waaaaaaaah i want to cry alr ! OURAN OURAN OURAN OURAN OURAN . T-T ! OURAN ROCKS ! WAAAAAAAAAAAHH .

THOROUGHLY DEPRESSED;
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

EHEHE NOW I'M GOING TO START WATCHING FUSHIGI YUUGI . WOOHTS . MY LIFE ISN'T OVER !
i love you;
if that's okay with you [:

i just woke up(: it's like 10am? hehe . i'm eating breakfast(: NUTELLA IS THE LOVE! ehes . chartan&clarefong are on a mission to freak me out T_T it's phreakayye .
let's play a game . VOTE FOR THE WORST COUPLE IN BOWLING ! as in like . guy+girl both in bowling no need same sch(: post on my comments or on my tagboard please ! :D worst = most not-pei-he or looks dam weird tgt or just don't suit each other :D PAST AND PRESENT BOTH ARE APPLICABLE ! LIKE IF THEY'RE NOT TGT NOW STILL CAN SAY(: okay begin now ! i'm on a mission to finish my homework by today(: go me !

cheers;
michelle
i love you;
if that's okay with you [:

my best friend has just found his next future girlfriend . behold ; sherri ._. ohwell ! they're scary T_T in th same conver. with the two of them =/ ... they were talking about PORN !! and HENTAI . and anime and other stuff . but they were actually talking about PORN AND HENTAI . i can never look at them the same way again T_T ( sorry to c&s if everyone sees this =p ) zomygosh . so scary :/ suhkariiee :/ okay nothing else happened . clare was freaking me out with stuff like ' you're my new object of lust ' or sth along that line . so suhhkariiee !! why is everyone freaking me out tonight ! ): bowling with cheryl tan is the most traumatic experience ever . she's so distracting . and i just feel like slapping her face . lol . the bitch look :/ eegh . taugay sabo'd geraldtan . she told jeremy ( her 4th boyfriend ) that ct likes gt . so suhhkarriiee !! :/
** have you realised suhkarie has elongated itself throughout the para ? :x .
P.S. sherri if you read this please don't read 'elongated' and start laughing . cos i know you will . :/ horny pervert . CHENEY AND SHERRI ARE BOTH HORNY PERVERTS . ANIME FREAKS ! HORNY PERVERTS !!!

disgusted;
x3michelle
i love you;
if that's okay with you [:

i found your picture in my wallet
still got your sweater in my closet
i'll bring em back
maybe tonight .
and people ask me how i'm doing
but every question still has you in
i say i'm fine
and i never think about you but you're always on my mind

i'm getting over you
i'm getting over you most of the time
if i said it like i mean it
then maybe i'll believe it like it's true
i'm getting over you

&i'm better off without you
&i think it's what i want .

I'M GETTING OVER YOU ; RELIENT K

just finished training(: went to church in the morning . love church :D
then i went to bunk and played thr for like an hour + - . i miss all my maple friends ! ): i asked the asia customer service and if i unban my prz all the stuff'll be gone . sigh that's just really depressing ... ohwell . i got over it ! haha . and i don't like anyone(: hoorayyes . clare was right . zomg . he's so gay . so the gay . the gay . the gay . gerald just told me ncp's at rtc . pfft . hmm ... I HATE BOWLING . okay let me refine that statement . I HATE RTC LANES . they suck . either they're patchy or they're 90%-100% dry . ick ? gross . i bowled 3 games with tau(: i think i distract her alot . o_o then like th 3rd game she looked WAAAY pissed . =/ an angry tau is a scary tau): ohwell .
NOW HE'S GONE; I'M SLEEPING WITH THE LIGHT ON!
*cancels now he's gone* i always sleep with the light on :D CONFESSION: i'm utterly terrified of sleeping alone in the dark :/ i always start hallucinating . especially when i don't look at my window . i start thinking .. that there're things there .. and i scare myself . golly gee . i'm scaring myself now . ableh . ableh . ableh . i wanted to enter a note on tau's phone . like on the my active standby . so it'll like be on her main screen . i wanted to put ong taugay :x but she didn't let me . hehehehe . then she looked really angry again cuz i think i distracted her . oh man =/ i complain about people distracting me and i distract people T_T i'm a hypocrite !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sob .
okay nothing else to talk about . quick recovery ! (:
MICHAELA THINKS FCUK = french communications . weeeeeeeeeeeeeee

I LOVE TAMAKI ! :D
x3michelle
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if that's okay with you [:

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