we had iso party today . however almost all of the mentors didn't show up .. only like . ms tan and ms chia =/ at first we didn't pay much attention to it and carried on . then after we finished taking chips and gassy drinks early in the morning, we cleared up early and went to play games under the link way . ie. double whacko (x3), duckduckgoose and . erm . can't remember the other one . oh yeah dog&bone, but we only played like 3 rounds cos we took a long time splitting into groups . now i know how the teacher must feel everytime we're supposed to do that for PE . ehehe . i always go into the 'ultimately sporty people' group #1 inevitably . ehe . but grace&clare like to make me sad before they "take me in" . why don't they do that to bea ! ): maybe cuz she's a good defender . =/ oh man .. i'm not good at anything !! *uber depressed* . this week's lesson we're gonna do frisbee . kill me please . we wanted to get a petition against frisbee . LOL . like wtf la we're not dogs throw frisbee then catch like free . blasted PE dept. .

but i digress .

back to the subject of iso-period sbc party ( sec2t&g ). after LA when mrs ng finished discussing qn2&3 of the R&J essays, she went on to tell us that it was REALLY inappropriate to have one cuz
1. we're so damn near exams and even if WE don't want to study, the mainstream does .
point 1 leads to 2.
2. that gives the mainstream teachers&students as an excuse to like . "insult" us . like rumour: school fees went up because of the SBC, we're PAYING for them . screw you assholes who think that way . blame the f***ing school for raising funds for other organisations but not our own . then mrs ng talked about the "paper issue" . GE kids- textbooks are trash, they only get tons of worksheets . which brings us back to US, te sbc . school fees go up because of US! we get tons of worksheets . and then she talked about us leaving extras on the teacher's table so the mainstream actually have EVIDENCE against us . well that's a great problem .
3. we are under GREAT SCRUTINY from the whole school . even the sbc teachers are being scrutinized . it's not only the mainstream girls who examine us under microscopes, but the entire school, for that matter .
4. we're very disruptive
5. ( back to point1 ) mrsng overheard some teachers commenting on what we were doing ( in the canteen for 2 periods being gluttons while everyone's mugging their ass off ) yep she heard something like this : "*sigh* sbc girls .. can't even grasp concepts properly and apply them and yet they have the nerve to go play right before the exams .

the implications&assumps .
1. she thinks we're cocky pieces of shit who don't have any brains to speak of and are wasting the school's precious resources for no good reason .
2. the rest of the cohort is doing perfectly fine and we're a disgrace because we're supposed to be better .

ohh pleaseeeeeee we can do their papers in 10 mins and score higher than them . without pre-revision .
( generalisation-evidence->physics, a handful of people ( who aren't very academically inclined) )

i sincerely hope only sbc girls read this . ehehehhe (:

okay at the end of that really long lecture she gave us, she said
i quote in exactly words :
"life in a goldfish bowl is YOUR life(ref. scrutiny) . goodbye, goldfish ."

that's the amusing part for the day (:

i hate mainstream teachers to a great extent . nooobs .

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

oh yes while we were playing double whacko sherri was my partner . she was sitting in front . throughout the duration of the game, i kept saying random and disturbing comments . so once she overestimated the distance between us and jabbed her elbow into my chest . like my diaphragm//in between lungs area . i couldn't breathe properly for 10 mins and it still hurt after an hour . that's why i'm not talking to her .

am i being childish ? :S
or a bit too rash .

it's romeo's fault .
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